Why?

It keeps rolling round in my mind so lemme finish the thought.

Why?

When you do things the opposite of what you know you are suppose to do….this is what happens. I knew it would and I tried to give the benefit of the doubt. That’s what I get for trying. I give and give and I got dusty pockets for my efforts. There was a small light just above that wall but now….I’m sealing it. I’m suppose to be putting a block on negativity and yet….I let that come through. Why cause I let that glimmer of false hope cloud my judgment. Not anymore. If you can not add to the nurturing of my spirit then I have no use for you. I will not sacrifice me for another soul. Not now not ever.