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Never Give Up On YOU

I woke up this morning and thought about how far I have come.

I remember people assuming that because I was pregnant at 19 that I was uneducated and ignorant.

I remember people assuming that my escaping an abusive relationship and needing assistance from state made me a lost cause.

I remember being told how I would never be able to go back to school after being away from academia for so long. I remember being told to just let that dream go.

I remember my best friend telling me that I was so smart that I could be whatever I wanted to.

I remember all the hustlers who encouraged me daily and told me when I succeed they succeed.

I remember the pimp who brought me books about teaching and told to me to keep pushing.

I remember the children who were excited that I was going to college.

I remember those days when I was burnt out and my child told me “Mommy, you can do it!”

I remember being stressed because I had no idea how I could afford to go back to school and I managed to pay my way every semester.

I remember thinking I wasn’t prepared enough to take on the classes I took.

I remember being so afraid to fail.

I know that as of yesterday, I finished my last semester as an undergrad, my degree will be mailed to me in three to four months, and I start grad school in January.

Never anybody tell you what you cannot do. Even yourself. You are much stronger than you think you are.

Women in Literature

I have learned during my stint in academia that I just don’t like reading 18th and 19th century American or British literature.  I can hear the boos now but it is not for me.  Yes I know I am an English major and I am suppose to like this but I have my reason.  The primary reason is the treatment of women during these periods.  Women were treated as second class citizens.  They lacked self identity and worth.  I don’t like being flooded mentally with this kind of rhetoric. Hopefully in the coming semesters there will be more thought provoking courses. Until then I soldier on.