Why?

It keeps rolling round in my mind so let finish the thought.

Why?

When you do things the opposite of what you know you are supposed to do, this is what happens. I knew it would and I tried to give the benefit of the doubt. That’s what I get for trying. I give  and give and I got dusty pockets for my efforts. There was a small light just above that wall but now I’m sealing it. I’m supposed to be putting a block on negativity and yet I let that come through. Why? Because I let that glimmer of false hope cloud my judgment. Not anymore. If you cannot add to the nurturing of my spirit, then I have no use for you. I will not sacrifice me for another soul. Not now, not ever.