Healing

I saw Jill Scott last night!!!! I really needed that concert it was so very healing. Jill was soooooo very pretty. I cried, I laughed, and I sung for the first time in a very long time. It was a very rewarding experience I won’t forget for a very long time. Today I feel a bit better than I did yesterday and the day before. I don’t feel as empty…a twinge of sunshine is there but the tears are just under the surface. I realized something last night I did what I was suppose to do. I loved freely and completely and if no one else in her life shows her that she’ll remember what it is to be loved and that is all I can do. Perhaps that was my purpose. It doesn’t make that pain go away though but I am a work in progress so I am learning my way through this.