Sometimes I feel like life chooses me to be in the midst for whatever reason. Right now, I feel like I was thrust into the path of love whether or not I was ready to even accept what was happening. I was moved to just be there in whatever way I can be. It appeared to me an all or nothing type of situation. I was so drawn to it that I couldn’t simply walk away. I felt like I need to be there just in the midst. Each day from sunrise to sunset, I’m that much closer I wanna be so close that I’m breathing in exhaled breaths. This is so real & true. It’s what I’ve waited for and dreamed of. I can’t just let it go. I need the universe and the angels to show me what to do what to say so that I won’t mess it up. Maybe I need to reevaluate my thinking and come to some honest conclusions.