Sometimes you need to release all that negative energy for true happiness to be welcomed in. Sometimes we think that we are happy but we aren’t as happy as we can be. I feel like I am riding the fence on happiness. Fear keeps me for doing so much I gotta stop that. Even though I don’t wanna bungie jump….that’s the feeling I wanna feel when I let go. Just to take the big jump and risk everything just once. Sometimes I think that would be foolish what if it doesn’t turn out how I want it to. Hmmm isn’t that life though? I wonder…….. to be continued