Drifting

(written while listening to Disrespectful feat Mary J. Blige – Chaka Khan)

I feel as though there are a multitude of thoughts floating in my head at any given time.  I just don’t take the time to sit and write them all down. I’ve been saying it’s been writer block but I don’t think that’s the case. I have my mind focused on other things clouding up the creative space in my mind. Since there isn’t a single thought or mood, then things become jumbled and chaotic. I need to get a singular vision and stay there. I think the writing group will not only help me purge but get me around like-minded individuals. I’m not looking to get fame and fortune; however, if it happens I’ll flow like water. If not, I’ll still be content. I’d be happier if my words inspired people more than I would for lights cameras and action. I see too many people looking for that “big break”, trying get on a reality show or some other garbage yet they are neglecting the craft of writing. I just wanna be able to write free. I don’t need pretentious bullshit or complacent ambiguity. Stop trying to be so dayum ostentatious and just be you! Stop trying to silver tongue me and show me something.