On Life

Life sometimes throws you a curve you have to just roll with it. The past year and six months has been so very trying. Though circumstances were totally beyond anything I could’ve predicted, I’m sure that my decision to leave was the best thing I could’ve done at the time. I have struggled to this minute. Reality of this situation, the here and now, is being content in our moment. There is no control, we just think there is. No control over anything the moments in time are already set. The path is drawn out. I just have to walk it. When it’s time for the turning point, it will happen. God controls everything and without God I am nothing. In a conversation with a friend, she mentioned the story of Job. Job had everything taken from him and no matter what he stayed worshipping God. Throughout all his circumstances, God was his focus. I know that I need God in my life. I know that God knows all my faults and shortcomings, knows what steps I am to take, what’s best for me, and the process in which it’s supposed to come to me. I must wait on God. I was blessed today by a friend and I received that which I needed in this moment. I know God had everything to do with it. I thank God for all my blessings. I thank god for my life, my health, and my strength and I know He has gotten me through many struggles and situations. It is through Him that I survived this long. Thank you for blessings to come. Thank you for blessing me with people who love me without reservation. I thank you for allowing them to support me through good and bad. Thank you for my struggles and for the lessons that come from them.