It’s been nine months since I’ve written anything here. I did edit the story that I had previously mentioned but I just didn’t have anywhere to go with it. The one spark of thought I did have about starting something new faded quickly. I have been consumed by academia and whatever time I left after classes and work I spend trying to read to stay caught up. Any time after that I split between sleep and sustenance. I stay in a perpetual state of tired. I feel like I am no longer living up to my moniker. I long for a clutter free head space. I long the days when words and full poems would come to me in my sleep. I need to get back there.