So I’ve resumed watching Lifeclass for another season and I must say that once again this was for me. There have been four classes so far and they’ve all spoken to me. This is like free therapy.
1. Stopping the Pain
2. Living Fearlessly
3. Live with Purpose
4. The Power of Forgiveness
Wherever here is this is where I am. I have struggled and still am struggling with some things on a mental/emotional level. Just these few classes have turned on a light. Now it’s about working towards being free. I don’t know exactly how I’m going to accomplish the task but I know it needs to get done. It’s time to get free. There is so much I have left to do and I need to start checking off the list. I know my energy has probably crossed over the answers I’ve needed and when they were presented to me I wasn’t paying attention because I’m still circling around the same themes in my life. I know there is a lot I need to let go of. That is going to be the hardest thing to do outside of forgiveness. Letting go, forgiveness, failure/fear, and pain are my tasks. The analogies provided by these wonderful thinks shred some light on some things that I know and others I was not willing to admit. I know in recognizing this about myself, I’ve grown. I strive to be courageous and bold. I want to take the steps to open my heart space to forgiveness and seal some old wounds. Just thinking about it causes the tears to form. There is a little girl, an adolescent teen, and a young woman inside me crying out in pain. They need to healed and mended. The only one that can do that for them is me. They need to tell their stories. It’s time.
“When you hold resentment toward another, you are bound to that person or condition by an emotional link that is stronger than steel. Forgiveness is the only way to dissolve that link and get free.” – Catherine Ponder