Healing

Yesterday, the intensity was so thick you could’ve cut it with a knife. Yet, I survived to the see the dawn. I have had an epiphany nothing will change until I make the change. I thought about the totality of this thing breathed it in and truth presented itself. There is no need for anger because it doesn’t produced anything but chaos. I need to rebuild. Everything I need is within me. I know that I am okay because inside this day calm has settled in my spirit despite the tears that flow I am okay. I have asked the Universe to assist me in this and I know the universe will oblige. The light is coming my way I can feel it. Release has surrounded me. For all the residue from past pain that continued to take up residence in my heart, I am letting you go and never wish you to return. Listening to India.Arie had been planting seeds. Now, I feel the movement in the Earth. Soon, they will be ready to cultivate. Words were just on the edge waiting on me to pull them forward and they came in abundance. Before sleep, a line came to me and I wrote it. My sleep produced line after line just like it had always done. This morning, I have been writing nonstop adding lines to those pieces that had remained incomplete. I thank the Universe for this gift I’ve been given and I promise to never betray it. This pen shall be my healing. Today, I am making a conscience choice to choose to be happy. I forgive myself.