Right now I feel like my heart is has shattered in a million little bitty pieces. Everything else in the world seems so silent and everything around me today has been so very quiet. OUR conversations have been brief to non-existent and YOU explain it away with YOU being busy. Sure YOU have things to do understood but YOU used to make time. This is becoming unbearable. Three little words come out in near inaudible mutters and it hurts me to my core. Change is days away and I wonder what is going on. As tears continue their steady stream, I have no clue about this anymore.