Peace…it is hard to get to that level. Confusion often attacks and pushes us farther from where we need to be. I am trying to eliminate confusion…not add to it. I just want to make sure YOU are okay. When I ask how YOU are…that’s what I want to know. Why is it YOU constantly hide from me? I can feel that there is something troubling YOU that YOU aren’t sharing. Why do YOU do this? I am trying desperately not to get frustrated. This is not easy. What the hell am I suppose to do? Can I get some peace…PLEASE?!