I am not extravagant, I am simple…the little things most people over look matter to me. Some find the things I get excited over so very silly. I feel small in a big world but then I think I’ve always felt that way. Like something about this world made me feel alien ever since I was younger. I always felt as though I didn’t belong here and I was meant to be on some other planet. I feel like there is just me and I stick out like a sore thumb. Like me being an individual is too much to handle. I don’t know what to do about this feeling however I wish it would go away. So many things have befallen me I just wanna be happy…I mean not just a moment I mean like a stretch of happiness. Is that asking too much?