Thick Air

I feel like I am choking on my breath like breathing is too hard to do like being me is just too much. I need a net cause I’m falling and I hope I don’t hit bottom. I’m breaking and I don’t know how to fix it and make it better. If slip then what will be. I feel lost without me even moreso without you here with me.
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10:27 p.m.
You knew the moment when it was necessary for you to make your presence known. You felt me crying out and decided it was time. You listened and I appreciate your silence, I appreciate your comforting ways, I appreciate you just being. Whether or not you know…it helped.

You know what I’m talkin’ bout? I know you do. thank you