Much Harder Than I First Thought

Much Harder Than I First Thought

Have you ever been in a place where your mind is emotionally drained?

…A place where nothing makes sense where life becomes more confusing as the days go by?

A good laugh, a good cry doesn’t help much and staring off into space is pointless.

So what else can you do? Seems like I am asking myself more questions than I am getting answers.

I have lost my focus, the path is so unclear the fog has completely covered the popcorn trail I left behind.

I know that you can’t pay attention to what some present for public consumption but dayummmmmmmm somehow someway I KNOW I am better than that.

I just gotta find that something special that was me.

That flavah that essence that umph…..man I wish butterflies were whispering in my ears again.

I wish that the leaves from the trees played in my springs and curls.

I wished the man in the moon would smile down on me.

I wished the stars would sprinkle glitter in my eyes.

Sometimes I wish it was ’84 when my words seemed provoke awe in the eyes of many.

I wish I could remember what it was I said.

Maybe if I could this would all make so much sense.